my brain cant function well. i havent got enough sleep. there is something i want to blog about but i cant seem to think right now. im sitting in starbucks waiting for my cousin to finish her class. and now im just sitting here typing and typing and typing until the end of this post. im bored. and im sleepy. but if i take a nap now, for sure i dont want to wake up later. urgh~
its quite full here. this starbucks in taylors lakeside. rich people. and here i am sitting not ordering anything because im broke. and i just need some air conditioner. its too hot outside. cannot tahan already. just now i went to dr chong's class half an hour early. no one was in class. i actually dozed off for around 15 minutes. that is the first time i actually dozed off in taylors. haha.
i know im rambling. this is the ramblings of the sleep deprived. so many works to do, im confuse on where and which to start. right this moment if dying is not painful, committing suicide is not sinful and if i die the word reset to where i never existed, i would kill myself right now. right at this point. because im too sleepy. fighting this strong urge to sleep is like fighting a war. well, not really. i bet war is worst.
im sitting in starbucks, looking like crap. luckily its just taylors. i never actually dress up to class. no one interesting to dress up for. haha. and im just too lazy in the morning. AND i know i would end up looking like crap anyways by the end of the day. so why waste time and energy. i dont care what people say. they are nothing to me. i only care about what the people close to me say. why suddenly so serious? i dont know i cant control what im typing right now. i have no energy wether what im typing right now makes sense or not. annoying or not. or whatever or not. i just type and type and type.....
the song they are playing right now makes me want to sleep more. oh, damn!! and i have another 18 mins to endure while waiting for my cousin. what else should i ramble about. maybe i should ramble about the people around me. i wish i can take their picture and post it with descriptions underneath it. anyways, i saw a good looking guy just now. smells like papaya in here. starbucks makes juice??? or is this my sleep deprivation smelling? hmmm... no energy to check it out.
i am the master of my fate and destiny!! why so sudden? because im out of things to type but i need to keep on typing or else i will fall asleep and then refuse to wake up until after 2 days. owh, this not enough sleep might mean that i cant watch the eng vs french game this midnight. not fair, eyes! not fair!!!!!! mana budak ni??? i cannot tahan already ni....and i think i wrote a long crappy situation of mine that im having right now.
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oh shit, i nearly dozed off. hahaha! damn~ gila sudah. i want holiday!! and i want sleep and i want my bed. oh my sweet bed. i have another 6 minutes to continue rambling. what else? hmmm.... taylor have a lot of hot chicks!! but hot guys. not much. why ah? why ah? all good looking guy tend to not go university is it? the song playing now makes me want to sleep. can i drive? or should i ask my cousin to drive. mybe i should ask her. because i cant keep my eyes open. maybe because right now my brain is imagining my bed. and i dont have enough energy to stop from thinking.
the starbucks guy is looking at me. maybe he is pissed me becxause here i am sitting inside yet not ordering anything and sit at the place where 6 people can fit. and here i am sitting alone. i dont know why, but suddenly the time traveller's wife movie suddenly popped into my mind.its so sad. how he d ied. not fair. but i like the ending that the daughter might have the same power.
life. oh life. oh life.
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii aaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmm sssssssssspppppppppppaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrttttttttaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i have the urge to pee. i wanna pee pee....!!! i think i should stop rambling. kbai!
