hellow!!!! heheh~~~ i just got back from manila yesterday and im having flu!!! also asthma last night! damn~ anyways i was in manila for 4 days for christmas with my mum's family. it was ok. they were a sport! it was fun. but i was hoping more families were there.... boleh cari calon suami. huhu. but too bad. went shopping and spent some time with my family. i kinda miss them. oh christmas presents!!!! i like! plus it has been a long time ago my family actually celebrate christmas. the last time was when my grandma was still here. so i really miss christmas!!!! and i can wait to celebrate another one next year!! weee~~~ shopping was okay. i just wish im much more richer. it would have been a BLAST instead. hehehe =)
so im back now. lots of work to be done. project!!! haih~ but holiday is still on until the 2nd. so thats good!! oh, but i cant wait to start class! i miss my daily dose of bambam. and that red shirt!!! thanks for wearing that red long sleeve shirt for the last day before holiday :D and i can wait for our fufu session!
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
BAMBAM!!!
hes looking good this past few days! damn~
going out. going out. going out. out. out. out.
red, flaming red, flaming green!!!! hwaaa~~~
going out. going out. going out. out. out. out.
red, flaming red, flaming green!!!! hwaaa~~~
random
so im sitting here in my room on monday afternoon watching futurama since the weekend. have i nothing else to do? nope. i have tons of stuff to do. test is next next week. project have to start purchasing the materials and start building the solar powered watering system. which im so afraid would not work. i'll be damned on engineering fair if it doesnt work. im hungry right now. and no money. i do have money, but very the limited la..... how to continue my life like this. when is a rich single, not ugly guy gonna ask me to marry him??? haih~~~ would make my life much bearable at the moment. i NEED to go to the gym!!!! oh my god!!! when oh when will i start going to the gym again??? maybe this Tuesday. that what belle told me anyway. i need to workout. kapus oh! hihi!! i need a new phone cuz my BB is getting stupider everyday. but i dont have money so i just have to bear with this phone. and my car keep on rosak*ing itself. which is annoying me more and more each time it did. huaaarghhh!!!! i need to start do my work! cant. be. too. lazy. like. this.!!! ok then, im gonnaplay some games on fb then get back to my futurama then find something to eat. andmaybe i do some research on my project if im rajin :)
Saturday, December 11, 2010
have you ever wonder....
why i never call you first?
why i never be the one who asked you out or have dinner or just to meet you?
why i have weird status on my facebook?
why i post depressing songs on facebook?
why i poke you on facebook?
why i dont write on your wall anymore?
why i stop sending 'i miss you' message when i really am missing you?
why sometimes when im with you, it seems like im thinking about something else?
DID YOU KNOW?
that for the first time i actually cried because of a guy and its you?
that i like you?
that it hurts me when you talk about her?
that it hurts me when you wanna be who you used to be?
that its REALLY HARD for me to stay close friends with you but i do it anyway?
that i miss your hugs?
that i miss running to your house when i have problems?
that i need you?
that every night you are the last thing i think about?
that i really want to call you but i cant?
that its hard, painful and exhausting to be in this situation?
i really want to end our friendship. cuz think about it, there is no way we can stay friends until the end of the day. you thought of getting married and i think you will. soon. do you think we can still be friends? think long and hard. so tell me, whats the point of all this?? dont you even think for a second that i dont cherish what we had. cuz you are important in my life. you are what i needed in a friend. and i never regret anything. yes, sometimes i do wish it never did happen. but i never regretted it. cuz when im with you, im ME. but is it worth it cultivating a friendship by going through all this. you might not feel the hurt im feeling. but dont you think im complicating your life? with the fights and attention that i want from you, which sometimes impossible for you to fulfill cause im just a friend? i dont know how long i can stay friends with you. i just dont know. but one day if we are not friends anymore, i dont want you to forget me. remember all the fun times we had. the stupid memories. cuz i wont forget anything. not a single detail. and i will always want the best for you. you are always more than a friend to me. even when everything comes to an end, you will always be THAT GUY.
why i never be the one who asked you out or have dinner or just to meet you?
why i have weird status on my facebook?
why i post depressing songs on facebook?
why i poke you on facebook?
why i dont write on your wall anymore?
why i stop sending 'i miss you' message when i really am missing you?
why sometimes when im with you, it seems like im thinking about something else?
DID YOU KNOW?
that for the first time i actually cried because of a guy and its you?
that i like you?
that it hurts me when you talk about her?
that it hurts me when you wanna be who you used to be?
that its REALLY HARD for me to stay close friends with you but i do it anyway?
that i miss your hugs?
that i miss running to your house when i have problems?
that i need you?
that every night you are the last thing i think about?
that i really want to call you but i cant?
that its hard, painful and exhausting to be in this situation?
i really want to end our friendship. cuz think about it, there is no way we can stay friends until the end of the day. you thought of getting married and i think you will. soon. do you think we can still be friends? think long and hard. so tell me, whats the point of all this?? dont you even think for a second that i dont cherish what we had. cuz you are important in my life. you are what i needed in a friend. and i never regret anything. yes, sometimes i do wish it never did happen. but i never regretted it. cuz when im with you, im ME. but is it worth it cultivating a friendship by going through all this. you might not feel the hurt im feeling. but dont you think im complicating your life? with the fights and attention that i want from you, which sometimes impossible for you to fulfill cause im just a friend? i dont know how long i can stay friends with you. i just dont know. but one day if we are not friends anymore, i dont want you to forget me. remember all the fun times we had. the stupid memories. cuz i wont forget anything. not a single detail. and i will always want the best for you. you are always more than a friend to me. even when everything comes to an end, you will always be THAT GUY.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
PENAT!!!
im taking a break from doing my lab report. have been doing this for the past 7 hours!!!! huargh!!! why cant this lab report type itself??? huhu~~ why am i so slow?? but the questions for the discussion part is freaking hard!!!!! its so annoying. i can just copy my friends report and paraphrase it but that will defeat the purpose of me continuing my study right? im suppose to learn and know all this!!! haih~ dudududud~~~~
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