Drama subsided

like i said on my previous previous post. i had a few dramas to handle. so, i had a talk with my friend about her decision on doing that bad bad thing she did. and she regretted it but its not like she had any other options. agreed. i was just drilling to make sure that she knows that its wrong and i am in no way supporting her decision. but i am gonna be there for her if she needs someone to talk to. i will support her mentally and emotionally to get through her shit. settled.

my other 2 friend who had a fight and dragged my name. well, i thought it was settled. like i said in my previous post. apparently not. i was not okay. suddenly it dawned upon me i should not be treated that way. you cannot just suddenly text me accusing me doing something that u misunderstand as being against u. with the words that you use in that text and u expect me to be just okay with it when you say sorry. normally if you are not close to me, i would not care. i would not even feel a thing. but you are one of my close friends. you expect me to know you but on the same time you do not know me at all. because if you do, you would not be accusing me of such things and talking about it via text message is just stoooooopid! anyways, after talking with my personal psychology.... after i vented to her. i come to a conclusion today to just let it go. a few days ago i was ready to not have her as a friend anymore. that is how hurt and mad i was. but she never did anything wrong to me before this. this is the first time she did. and i do not give up on friendship unless you did me wrong more than once. for me, its easy. if a friendship of mine ends, i will make sure that it is not my fault. i am not the one who ended it. the one who gave up on it was not me. so at the end of the day, i tried my best to keep the people i love. and if i do not. i have no regrets because i tried. haaaaaaah~~~ this feels good.=)

and the next story is about a guy. who i like. but an asshole. hahahahahaha~ he has been weird this past few days. always calling and texting. if you think me as perasan. well, let me live in my own bubble! haha. it is nice. but i want to know the reasons behind it. why suddenly he is being to nicey nicey with me. i just hope not because he does not want me to move on. now, that is SELFISH! and certainly not being fair for me. just let me go already because this thing is just too tiring and sometimes to the point that it is stupid. huhu~

another guy that i have a crush on. ohhhhh~~~ BAMBAM!!!!! like i said he has been very touchy touchy and he is one goofball to hang out with. funny! and you know how i love funny guys. hihi. and a gentleman too, i may say. he hold the door for me. okay, maybe some of you think that is normal. because if you let go the door, who knows that the person behind you was not aware of it and bang the door. but he actually opens the door for me too. hah! take that! told you he is a gentleman. *drools*

Anyways, thats all i have for now from my life. *cheers*