Exhaausted!

ok, so ive been in Taylors for a month plus. CRAZY TAYLORS!!!!!!! its the first semester in my first year but its even harder than 2nd year in uia!!!! My god!!! its stressful!!! but its a good kind of stress compared to UIA. Not enough sleep. Semester project, reports, assignments, SET project, tests!!! oh my, i need to really organize myself. time-management is crucial for me now.

the sad thing about this is, i dont have time to see my friends. i miss them! alot!!!! and when i get to see them, its like im not in the circle anymore. cuz they do things together and they did try to include me in but i dont have the time and im always busy. one of close friend says that im abandoning her. she understands but i understand what she meant by that. i always said that if you really care for the friendship you would take time off and see your friends. and right now im trying. and it means more sleepless nights and more tiredness. but its okay, i love them!! and theyve always been there for me. i know if i say that im busy they would understand, but i wana be with them. i wanna have their companionship. and 2 days ago seeing them is kinda refreshing. it reminds me why i love them so much! and with them i dont feel stressed. theyre like a breathe of fresh air after all the craziness of work!!!

why do important calls have to happen when my phone is out of batt or i off my phone purposely so that i can rest or just have fun with my friends without anyone disturbing me??!!! when its on, no important calls and only stupid, unimportant calls. stoooopid!!! Now i dont know why the divisional office was really trying to call me, till they actually called my dad. and my dad pulak didnt ask why they called. sot!! haha

till next time,
*reeha hamed*

Life as We Know It

okay, so..... im entering my 4th week in Taylor's. so far, its ok... tho im wee bit older than most of them or maybe all of them... haha! who knows? anyways, its kinda more tough engineering-wise compared to UIA, instead of final year project, we already have projects for first year, first semester. and my group is doing SOLAR WATERING SYSTEM. damn~ i dont know how we are gonna finish it. but the least i can do is give 100% to it and have faith. haha.

and "that guy". hmmm... im not sure with what im feeling. have i moved on? really? sometimes im very sure of it then suddenly i dont. im not sure if having him in my life as a friend is a good thing or not. sometimes im afraid. i dont know. hard to say.... i thought it would be easier to discard him from my life. but its hard! its hard to forget the memories we had. haih~ sometimes when i think he doesnt care about me anymore, i made him to be. and then i start to think again i dont want him to be. its all confusing. distracting myself to other guys doesnt help too... hish!! enoughla!!!

8 months being in KK and now back in KL makes me miss home an family.. huhu~~~ but when im back home i wish i was here. haha. im fickle minded and indecisive. i know!!! but my life since taylor's was actually great!! i start being more responsible and setting my priorities right! i know when i should have fun and when i have to be focused. thats a good thing. but i miss my close friends!!! being in a different uni makes it harder to meet each other and spend time together. and i love my friends too much!! combine all of them their are my perfect boyfriend!!! =)

im blogging from my new laptop by the way!! its about time!!! my laptop of 5 years is still working but so kesian already the condition. haha. thats all for now! when im free,i'll blog again.

*reeha hamed*

To a New Start. A New Beginning.

I'll be starting my new semester on Monday in a new place called Taylor's College. Hopefully it would be good or in fact better than when i was in UIA. i have a lot of hopes and dreams tied to this new phase of my life. And i wouldnt wanna mess it up again. no. not anymore. i've been through a lot of changes this past 10 months of doing nothing. im starting to prioritize which is more important than which, friends who bring out the best and the worst of me, thing i need to let go, things i need to keep in my life and things that actually can make me be a better person.

I need to straighten up myself and make the right decisions this time. this is my second chance. theres no such thing as second second chance. its make or break this time. no more playing around, messing around and playing around. if i do everything right i would still have time to playaround and have fun yet excelling on my studies. its not impossible as long as i put my mind in it right??

most of all, i need the friends that actually support me all the way. i dont need friends whos only there when im there for them and have no initiative to keep the friendship. sorry but goodbye to these people. i had enough of you who partly ruined my life. so thanks alot, i dont need you. goodbye. as hard as it is for me to let go of these people, its time for me to make the right decisions for my life. cuz in the end its my life im living not theirs. and im the one whos dealing with the consequences of decisions that i made in my life. whatever it is i would remember all the friends i had, the memories and the good times. i pray for happiness in their life and i would still cherish them but maybe only from afar.

so cheers to a new beginning, a new start. hopefully this is my time to shine! =)

2010 upto 8

Well. its only turning September... yet a lot of things happened this past 8 months.
*dismissed
*heart-broken
*used
*deaths ( a lot of it!!!)
*family
*friends
*love
*money

ive done a lot of learning this past 8 months... A LOT!!!! only god knows what i went through this year.. its like a class called LIFE 101. Reeha's gonna learn about living the real life and how to deal with it in 8 months and she have no choice but to make mistake, learn and move on. thats how life goes on!

im gonna start my new semester in Oct in a new place and new environment. possibly new friends. im excited yet afraid. we'll see what will happen... but with what i went through this couple of months im ready for anything... nothing can break me or stop me from wanting what i want best for myself this time!!! starting this October its all about the NEW Reeha.... world, wait and see... you cant handle me! :D

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Disebabkan oleh keboringan yang melanda, i was willing to upload this stupid pictures via my BB storm to my facebook profile just to upload it to my lappie since my cable is nowhere to be found! huhuhu~~~

**so this is my handbag... one of the ONLY two i bring back to sabah!!!! huhu~~ i didnt expect to be here for the whole 6 months!!!**

**my purse from MNG...where i put my license, money, namecards from other poeple oh and credit card that cant be used... only for perhiasan.. haha**


**on the left is a cd containing my passport size headshot! for my application to taylors hari tuh... and on the right is a bookmark from korea...**

**silver nail polish (in case im sumwer and bored, i hav sumthing to do), loose change yg malas nak masukkan to my purse, and clash of the titans movie tix from 2 or 3 weeks ago.. haha**

** house key (sabah house, damansara house and ajim's house) banyak sgt rumah ni!!!, shades yg dicuri dari my cousin kak anna and my asb bank book**

**someones namecard yg become a place for me to write quotes that i read or hear and interested in tapi no place to write it down with a pen**

**headband patah... haha!!**

**no comment!!**


**tissue from frenz cafe that i went last sunday~~ i think its cute!**
**sampah yang aku jumpa... haha! i will throw it away!!**

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