I'll be starting my new semester on Monday in a new place called Taylor's College. Hopefully it would be good or in fact better than when i was in UIA. i have a lot of hopes and dreams tied to this new phase of my life. And i wouldnt wanna mess it up again. no. not anymore. i've been through a lot of changes this past 10 months of doing nothing. im starting to prioritize which is more important than which, friends who bring out the best and the worst of me, thing i need to let go, things i need to keep in my life and things that actually can make me be a better person.
I need to straighten up myself and make the right decisions this time. this is my second chance. theres no such thing as second second chance. its make or break this time. no more playing around, messing around and playing around. if i do everything right i would still have time to playaround and have fun yet excelling on my studies. its not impossible as long as i put my mind in it right??
most of all, i need the friends that actually support me all the way. i dont need friends whos only there when im there for them and have no initiative to keep the friendship. sorry but goodbye to these people. i had enough of you who partly ruined my life. so thanks alot, i dont need you. goodbye. as hard as it is for me to let go of these people, its time for me to make the right decisions for my life. cuz in the end its my life im living not theirs. and im the one whos dealing with the consequences of decisions that i made in my life. whatever it is i would remember all the friends i had, the memories and the good times. i pray for happiness in their life and i would still cherish them but maybe only from afar.
so cheers to a new beginning, a new start. hopefully this is my time to shine! =)
go for it yunk.
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