okay, so..... im entering my 4th week in Taylor's. so far, its ok... tho im wee bit older than most of them or maybe all of them... haha! who knows? anyways, its kinda more tough engineering-wise compared to UIA, instead of final year project, we already have projects for first year, first semester. and my group is doing SOLAR WATERING SYSTEM. damn~ i dont know how we are gonna finish it. but the least i can do is give 100% to it and have faith. haha.
and "that guy". hmmm... im not sure with what im feeling. have i moved on? really? sometimes im very sure of it then suddenly i dont. im not sure if having him in my life as a friend is a good thing or not. sometimes im afraid. i dont know. hard to say.... i thought it would be easier to discard him from my life. but its hard! its hard to forget the memories we had. haih~ sometimes when i think he doesnt care about me anymore, i made him to be. and then i start to think again i dont want him to be. its all confusing. distracting myself to other guys doesnt help too... hish!! enoughla!!!
8 months being in KK and now back in KL makes me miss home an family.. huhu~~~ but when im back home i wish i was here. haha. im fickle minded and indecisive. i know!!! but my life since taylor's was actually great!! i start being more responsible and setting my priorities right! i know when i should have fun and when i have to be focused. thats a good thing. but i miss my close friends!!! being in a different uni makes it harder to meet each other and spend time together. and i love my friends too much!! combine all of them their are my perfect boyfriend!!! =)
im blogging from my new laptop by the way!! its about time!!! my laptop of 5 years is still working but so kesian already the condition. haha. thats all for now! when im free,i'll blog again.
*reeha hamed*
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