Die Before Living

Temptation to avoid
From point to no return
A stupid decision;
one stupid decision
An innocent soul have to bear
To live or to die
Decision not his But the weight still sits


To live 
The fault not his
No choice but to live
The name and status he carries
Echoes through his head
Not once;
not twice
But through out his life
BASTARD ; he is.


To die
The fault not his
Choices been made
Wishing to have a taste of life
To laugh, to cry, to learn
Unwanted;
hated
Even before seen
ABORTED; he was.


=07th March 2011=


This does not mean that i hate people who aborted their babies. I try to understand the situation. But the reality is, if you have enough courage to have sex with or without protection whatsoever, then at least have the courage to take on the responsibilities of the consequences of the things you have done. It is true that you aborted it for his/her own good. That you do not want it to live in a NOT perfect family or excuses as such. But know that you are also killing a life. What id the difference between you and say, a cat killer? She just killed a cat on the other hand you killed a life. A future human. Who knows what future holds for him/her.
But if any of my friends facing this kind of decision in their life. I want to say, keep it. But if you have to abort it, it is your life and the guilt is on you. Think about your future kids. They might have a brother or a sister that they do not know and will never know. Carrying this big secret on your shoulder for the rest of your life. Good luck. But as a friend i will be here for any of you. Listening. Making sure that you do not do any stupid stuff. But till my last breathe, i will never agree to the decision that have been made. Never did. Never will. I will be a good friend. Being there for you. But I will never say it is okay. it is gonna be okay, or you should forget about it. NO.