Content

I just want to say..... that I am finally at the point where I am contented with what I have and what I am going through. Not exactly to say that I have everything I want, but rather still am happy in spite of the shit that Im having. Though now that Im thinking about it, I have everything that I want at this right moment for now. Without thinking about the future of course.

And.....*drum roll* I have finally arrive to a point of, Im not emotionally tied up to certain someone anymore. Oh yeah!! I am no longer in emotional haywire when it comes to him. I dont stalk him anymore. I dont give a rats ass who he is going out with anymore. I dont wonder about what hes doing. I dont even want to know who, what or where. I realised this when i woke up from a very good sleep that I dont feel anything anymore. I dont miss him. I dont have the urge to want to see him. I definitely dont deserve that kind of guy. Seriously. I cant deal with that.

And recently I have discovered a new side of me. The new side due to growing up. I am at a point of my life where I love growing up. Discovering new things, people and places. I have been going out, meeting a lot of strangers, trying new places, and I just look at my life in whole different angle now. Im not about to let anything bring me down. Its only April, but this year have brought a lot of changes in me both emotionally and physically.

So, my next plan. Is to go out more. Meet more new people. Take up another new hobby. Share my love for things I do with people I love. Cheers~

p/s: your lost is not mine. my gain is not yours. to be the kind of person you are. dont be a sad sad case for a man. you might be smiling, you might be laughing but your heart doesnt feel anything. and with that, you will never feel the true feeling of happiness. and because of that, youre living one big fat lie. but hey, no one knows what you feel except for yourself. So, I might be wrong. I hope you find what youre looking for in life. Just stop living life where everyone looks at you and feels sad for you. Like they say, instead of grow old gracefully, we grow up gracefully. =)