Why I cut my hair.

I think there is always a reason why a person cuts their hair. Right? Esspecially when we are changing our hairstyle quite dramatically. For me, there is  big reason why. The last time I cut my hair this short was nearly 4 years ago. I never did anything to my hair after I met a person. When I used to rwlly took care of my hair. Maybe im too comfortable with that person, because that peraon has seen me in my worst, that I no longer care how I present myself. Now, I suddenly realised that fact. Now I have a new principle in my life. Never do rhings foe aomeone ekse. Do it because it makes you happy. Do it because you want to make yourswlf. Do it because you love yourself. :) at least you can be sure that you will never dissapoint yourself. Never hurt yourself. Hoorah! Cheers to loving yourself first, before giving your love to someone else.

Basically this is my life now

Too lazy to updatw with words. So, have fun assuming with the pictures :)

Rambling 21112012

hellllowwww... its been awhile since i last updated things about my life. so here's a short version of my life July to November.

hmm... what is there to talk about. everything is same old same old. studies getting harder and more tiring. This is my 5th semester in Taylors. 5th!!! hahaha... my UIA friends will know what i meant by that. so, how did i ended up here updating my blog? i have no class. tho i do have a lot of stuff to do... BUT i think i owe this much to my blog. or simple, im just plain lazy to do any of my work now.

this semester's project, we have to actually design a plant. soooooo many things to do. and we are going to Gebeng, Kuantan, pahang to visit the plant that we are suppose to design. so... thats one whole of a trip to be done in one day. this week is gonna be freaking tiring for me!!! hwaaaa (T_T). finals i s in another month. im not sure how im gonna do this semester. cant quite grasp the balancing of my life yet.

BAMBAM... still have a little tinee weenie crush on him. but now we are good friends. just that sometimes he annoys the hell out of me. but most of the time, he brings a smile on my face. because he is the only person who have the guts to challange me every time he sees me. haha. might not be a good thing but i like how it is right now.

ABE... nothing. haha. simple as that. we still keep in contact but oh well, thats that. he might be useful for me in the future. who knows. its not wrong to stay friends. and i still envy his life. i wish i can live life like he did. he can say he has been at a lot of places, doing a lot of things and experiencing not all of us can. sheesh!! how did he get a good life like that. its not fair.

HIM... he is back. i dont know until when. hopefully for a long time... or maybe forever. as a friend. and thats it. he is kind of giving me the same vibe im giving him. our friendship is too good to be wasted on the mistakes we did to each other along the way. i know i miss him, when he was missing from my life for a period of time. this might be a good fresh start for us. i just hope we will not make the same mistakes. hope... hope... hoping.

other than that, same old same old. still in love with watching live bands. its like free concert!!! still have a lot of things to do.... still doing my degree.. oh but i will start my intern in January. so thats gonna be new. im not sure where yet, because i havent got the result for my applications. still have the same circle of friends, still trying to fit in with the world. and still LOVES being alone. i think thats all fro now. i have to at least do a little work. maybe my lab report or maybe update my project minutes of meeting.

have a good day and may the force be with you.

Immaturity

you are never going to be matured enough
it is a part of growing up
there always a kid in you
throwing tantrums
being playful
playing games
there is only one thing that changed
while you are growing up
it is how you be immature

was throwing tantrums for toys
now for boys
was playful in a game of tag
now... just "playful" *wink*wink*
was playing board or computer games
now playing the game of love and friendship

take a step back
enjoy it like you were a kid again
forgive and forget like you were a kid
cause when you were a kid
you were innocent, straight forward and forgiving
the most you, you will ever be
doing things because you want to
not because what people want you to do
what other people want you to be
but because that is who you are.

Ramadhan al-Mubarak

its here again!!! the fasting month :D i would like to wish all Muslims, happy fasting and lets all leave our "badass" self behind for a month. or maybe forever. who knows?

this month i hope for tranquility, peace and because the first week of ramadhan falls on my exam week, i hope i would be able to perform my very best on my papers. I would be spending most of the fasting month in KK until the first week of Eid. so friends in KK, lets break fast together!! :D

its gonna be a good month, like always, it is. so, again i would like to wish, happy fasting month!!! : )

*hungry?*