Monday, February 18, 2013

Basically this is my life now

Too lazy to updatw with words. So, have fun assuming with the pictures :)

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Rambling 21112012

hellllowwww... its been awhile since i last updated things about my life. so here's a short version of my life July to November.

hmm... what is there to talk about. everything is same old same old. studies getting harder and more tiring. This is my 5th semester in Taylors. 5th!!! hahaha... my UIA friends will know what i meant by that. so, how did i ended up here updating my blog? i have no class. tho i do have a lot of stuff to do... BUT i think i owe this much to my blog. or simple, im just plain lazy to do any of my work now.

this semester's project, we have to actually design a plant. soooooo many things to do. and we are going to Gebeng, Kuantan, pahang to visit the plant that we are suppose to design. so... thats one whole of a trip to be done in one day. this week is gonna be freaking tiring for me!!! hwaaaa (T_T). finals i s in another month. im not sure how im gonna do this semester. cant quite grasp the balancing of my life yet.

BAMBAM... still have a little tinee weenie crush on him. but now we are good friends. just that sometimes he annoys the hell out of me. but most of the time, he brings a smile on my face. because he is the only person who have the guts to challange me every time he sees me. haha. might not be a good thing but i like how it is right now.

ABE... nothing. haha. simple as that. we still keep in contact but oh well, thats that. he might be useful for me in the future. who knows. its not wrong to stay friends. and i still envy his life. i wish i can live life like he did. he can say he has been at a lot of places, doing a lot of things and experiencing not all of us can. sheesh!! how did he get a good life like that. its not fair.

HIM... he is back. i dont know until when. hopefully for a long time... or maybe forever. as a friend. and thats it. he is kind of giving me the same vibe im giving him. our friendship is too good to be wasted on the mistakes we did to each other along the way. i know i miss him, when he was missing from my life for a period of time. this might be a good fresh start for us. i just hope we will not make the same mistakes. hope... hope... hoping.

other than that, same old same old. still in love with watching live bands. its like free concert!!! still have a lot of things to do.... still doing my degree.. oh but i will start my intern in January. so thats gonna be new. im not sure where yet, because i havent got the result for my applications. still have the same circle of friends, still trying to fit in with the world. and still LOVES being alone. i think thats all fro now. i have to at least do a little work. maybe my lab report or maybe update my project minutes of meeting.

have a good day and may the force be with you.

Monday, October 29, 2012

Immaturity

you are never going to be matured enough
it is a part of growing up
there always a kid in you
throwing tantrums
being playful
playing games
there is only one thing that changed
while you are growing up
it is how you be immature

was throwing tantrums for toys
now for boys
was playful in a game of tag
now... just "playful" *wink*wink*
was playing board or computer games
now playing the game of love and friendship

take a step back
enjoy it like you were a kid again
forgive and forget like you were a kid
cause when you were a kid
you were innocent, straight forward and forgiving
the most you, you will ever be
doing things because you want to
not because what people want you to do
what other people want you to be
but because that is who you are.

Friday, July 20, 2012

Ramadhan al-Mubarak

its here again!!! the fasting month :D i would like to wish all Muslims, happy fasting and lets all leave our "badass" self behind for a month. or maybe forever. who knows?

this month i hope for tranquility, peace and because the first week of ramadhan falls on my exam week, i hope i would be able to perform my very best on my papers. I would be spending most of the fasting month in KK until the first week of Eid. so friends in KK, lets break fast together!! :D

its gonna be a good month, like always, it is. so, again i would like to wish, happy fasting month!!! : )

*hungry?*



Monday, June 25, 2012

Taylors 04022012

taylors so far.... hmmm.... if you can guess my post title, im now in my fourth semester, year 2 in 2012. haha! so far... it has been good. far much better than UIA for sure! at least i have an effort now compared to when i was in UIA. Even by forcing myself to the door of the class, i can still decide to stop and leave the door. and went out to have breakfast or go back to sleep. yes, that was how lazy and unmotivated i was.

but its not all great for me in taylors. i slipped once and got myself two Fs for my final exam. that was last semester though. regretted it. hopefully, how harder the subject's gonna be in the future, that wont happen again. it affected my CGPA big time. i dont want to graduate with low CGPA. might as well just stay in UIA and not waste my parent's money on the fees in taylors.

this semester...hmmm... its not as good as i planned it to be. i have a lot of pending work now that we're closing in to the final exams and end of semester. but, if i manage to arrange my time usefully i dont think there should be a problem. but its gonna be very very hectic! with the project, project report, pending lab experiment, assignment, test and of course the final exams. hopefully everything will at least try to fall in place.

i know somehow i have dedicated my time and money on a new obsession. which is hanging out with friends and enjoy live bands. but my friends and me have concluded, that it is a healthy obsession. i rarely drink, when i go. and i made new friends and met new people. weird, cool or just plain annoying. haha! but it was fun. and i feel alive. somehow. i dont fancy going clubbing anymore. its just a waste of money and i dont want to be that girl anymore.

looking at the girls in clubs nowadays, i cant even get myself to believe i was like that. ah.... memories. makes me laugh once in awhile. but even then i was not happy. but now, live bands. im OBSSESSED!!! but i tell you guys later more about that obsession when i have time. which i think, not anytime soon though.

back to taylors. uhmmm... what else? i have nothing. but im waiting for my class in another one hour and i have nothing to do. i'll just end here, then.