2010 upto 8

Well. its only turning September... yet a lot of things happened this past 8 months.
*dismissed
*heart-broken
*used
*deaths ( a lot of it!!!)
*family
*friends
*love
*money

ive done a lot of learning this past 8 months... A LOT!!!! only god knows what i went through this year.. its like a class called LIFE 101. Reeha's gonna learn about living the real life and how to deal with it in 8 months and she have no choice but to make mistake, learn and move on. thats how life goes on!

im gonna start my new semester in Oct in a new place and new environment. possibly new friends. im excited yet afraid. we'll see what will happen... but with what i went through this couple of months im ready for anything... nothing can break me or stop me from wanting what i want best for myself this time!!! starting this October its all about the NEW Reeha.... world, wait and see... you cant handle me! :D

DEMI FARAH PUNYA PASAL..... and drama yang aku minta dia post via snail mail!

saya telah di tag oleh farah untuk melakukan survey ini.

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Disebabkan oleh keboringan yang melanda, i was willing to upload this stupid pictures via my BB storm to my facebook profile just to upload it to my lappie since my cable is nowhere to be found! huhuhu~~~

**so this is my handbag... one of the ONLY two i bring back to sabah!!!! huhu~~ i didnt expect to be here for the whole 6 months!!!**

**my purse from MNG...where i put my license, money, namecards from other poeple oh and credit card that cant be used... only for perhiasan.. haha**


**on the left is a cd containing my passport size headshot! for my application to taylors hari tuh... and on the right is a bookmark from korea...**

**silver nail polish (in case im sumwer and bored, i hav sumthing to do), loose change yg malas nak masukkan to my purse, and clash of the titans movie tix from 2 or 3 weeks ago.. haha**

** house key (sabah house, damansara house and ajim's house) banyak sgt rumah ni!!!, shades yg dicuri dari my cousin kak anna and my asb bank book**

**someones namecard yg become a place for me to write quotes that i read or hear and interested in tapi no place to write it down with a pen**

**headband patah... haha!!**

**no comment!!**


**tissue from frenz cafe that i went last sunday~~ i think its cute!**
**sampah yang aku jumpa... haha! i will throw it away!!**

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DENGAN INI; SAYA TAG:
1. FARAH (kalau dah tukar bag nanti)
2,3,4,5. siapa2 yang terasa nak buat dan buang masa =P

September through December......

random pictures throughout september to december....

*monkey!!!!! =)*

*zarra's wedding ring... to my future husband this is the smallest that i will accept.. lalala~~*

*the late baby valentine days before he passed away... RIP*

*sir turtle.... so vain!!! haha*

*the statement says it all!! heee =P*

*fish spa^ing*

*ms zarra and sir turtle*

*bora asmra^ing with baloons and zarra and turtle and yashie~~*

*my nieces..... aisy and alya*

*the little feet that buat me SOOOO geram!!!*

*different blood but sisters all the way~~*

IT HURTS

it just hit me how i really feel at the moment and the past 4 or so months...
u used me.
u took advantage of me.
u hurt me.
u played me.

i was stupid
i was willing to be used
i thought im the one taking advantage of you
i thought im the one winning
instead the decision i made backfired on me.

im hurt
im the one who lost
you got the best of both worlds
when i only get not even half of you

u bring out the worst in me
i made stupid decisions when im with you
sometimes even when ur not around
sometimes when ur only on my mind

now i know where i stand
in ur life
compared to her
im just another tourist destination for you...
i hope the changes thats happening now..
would take far away from you.. it seems that way...
even how hard it is for me to let go of u now...
its better for me to let you go now...

i need to get over you
i need to move on from you
i need me. the old me. before u.

The Life I Love & Miss While Im in KK~~~ =(

*just hanging out listening to music ( sometimes anger management^ing)*

*my sugardaddy in love with his new vacuum ( so gay!)*

*who says cleaning cant be an exercise? haha*

*late night girl talk with me big sis and booty call!!!!!! i love you two!!!*

*Sugar RUSH~~~~~ =)*

*kaki kaki*

*me booty call i like!!!!! belly bellon~~~*

*3 stooges of the legs~~*

*zara in fever mode~~*

*reminds me of chester the molester~~~ lol*