it just hit me how i really feel at the moment and the past 4 or so months... u used me. u took advantage of me. u hurt me. u played me.
i was stupid i was willing to be used i thought im the one taking advantage of you i thought im the one winning instead the decision i made backfired on me.
im hurt im the one who lost you got the best of both worlds when i only get not even half of you
u bring out the worst in me i made stupid decisions when im with you sometimes even when ur not around sometimes when ur only on my mind
now i know where i stand in ur life compared to her im just another tourist destination for you... i hope the changes thatshappening now.. would take far away from you.. it seems that way... even how hard it is for me to let go of u now... its better for me to let you go now...
i need to get over you i need to move on from you i need me. the old me. before u.
I was back in Sabah for my holidays last month... so i took the time to chill and relax at home and meet up with some of my old friends who i "sayang" very dearly :) It was a fine and fun day... and for the first time i went karaoke'ing.. hehe~~ anyways, we spent the whole day eating, lepaking , taking pictures, singing and dancing.... too bad Odri cant join us for the later part cuz he's doing his internship so hav to work... but we enjoyed having lunch with him..
*taken at warisan square eating Big Apple.. nyum~ nyum~*
on the 4th of Mac i went to Jason Mraz concert!! it was worth it... cuz it was great! i had fun... and it have been awhile since the last concert i went... which is MUSE.
*before the concert*
i went to the concert with my cousin, Reen and we were in the first row!! haha... but too bad din get the backstage pass... huhu~~
*while waiting for the concert to start*
*singing IF IT KILLS ME*
*DADDY COOL~~~*
*stupid RELA who stops us from taking pictures!!!*